.Monday, October 15, 2007 ' 5:21 AM Y
I dunno why. But is feeling sad the only think to do now? Will it help me even get across to secondary 4?
Please. If my teachers ever visit my blog, They'd probably know why i didn't work hard because i play com almost every single day and i go out extremely often. ):
And anyway, I can't back out now. Because almost all my friends are encouraging me like looking out for me no matter what happens and they'd be with me always. But if i seperate into another class, will that happen? would they still be the same with me as before? I don't want to seperate from 3D2, not to mention 4D2 gonnabe. ):
Even there are alot of cliques and i keep saying i hate the class i hate the school and all, Its just excuses because i don't like studying. Thats all. And sometimes conflicts would appear in the class so i can't say much about it. Thats all. :/
And last of all, If i tell my parents my results now, they'd practically erupt from the volcano and storm at me. No i mean, Rather they would erupt from the volcano and burn me alive. I'm serious.
I mean, they are both going overseas soon, And i don't want them to worry about my future right? I want them to enjoy the trip BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE IF I SHOW THEM MY BLOODY RESULTS.
And i pray. everyday. so darn hard. To get across. For now, thats all i ask for? Can the teachers really get me across? can they really fight hard for me? Will they give me a chance after all my sleeping and stuff in class? Is it possible?
Or would they rather that i retain, which my mum would not accept, neither will i, and she'll put me through private school. Which totally sucks if i am in a new environment.
but there all good things about it and bad things about it.
Normal school :
No short pinafolds
No Colourful ear studs big bulky ones or not-to-mention-dangling-earrings
No Second ear Holes with Studs or thirds or fourths
No Low socks
No colour hairbands
No Opening of first button
No Dyed Hair
Plaits must be tied if hair reaches below pinafold square line.
everything also no. But i guess the school needs to keep the reputation lah.
Private school :
If no uniforms, Everyday wears are allowed
Ear holes all accepted
Different types of earrings all accepted
Dying hair in ULU colours is all accepted, examples even i think pink they also allow.
No need fo plaits.
Wear slippers or sandals i think they also allow.
No need to get shouted at for low socks.
Z_Z you see the difference. For private schools is like how slack can. because you
PAY TO DO THESE THINGS. you PAY ABSOLUTELY AN AMOUNT FOR IT.The fact is now i'm stree almost everyday. Except the fact that some of them keeps cheering me up again and again. which is really sweet of all of you.
I <3 that idiot. LOL .Dance for life,
KAYA<3
For now i look and wait .
